Friday, August 14, 2015

IF I NO ASK YOU NA WHO I GO ASK

Don’t ask me.
Don’t ask me why
Why the water breaks
And the future seems bleak
And i need to come out
But answers evade
And i' m lost
Don’t ask me why




Don’t ask me why
My words are cold
And it has no life
Or love
Why i decided to bathe it in salt
It soothes me that way
Don’t ask me why

Don’t ask me why
I have no answers
To the nagging octopus
That keeps swallowing me
And the ash of depression runs through my vein
Making my heart cold blooded
Don’t ask me why

Don’t ask me why
Fear is the grain
The grain that bakes my bread
Why it’s the wheat I make
Why it’s the salt I ooze
Why it’s the perspiration that runs down my skin
Why it’s the sand of my bricks
Why it’s in the air I breathe
Don’t ask me why

Don’t ask me why
My soup is dark
Dark from bitterness
The fish rots
Rots out of my closure
Auld lang syne
Which you know nothing of
Don’t ask me

Don’t ask me
Of my colours
My brown that fits perfectly
Hiding me inside
My black that speaks
Speak of my inner turmoil
My bottle green
The highest of them all
That machetes me within
That ceases my voice
And becomes my ambiance
My very deep grey
That speaks of my mood
My ash
That says gerrarahere
My mud brown
That makes me sink
In my depression
My navy blue
Beckoning me not to look up
Pushing you from looking down
Saying
Just walk like an army soldier
And I will not talk
Don’t ask me

So you wonder
If I no ask you
Na who I go ask
But I tell you
Don’t ask me this
I beg of you
I plead with you




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4 comments:

  1. Thank you for penning this down. Sometimes its hard to tell people the things u feel and why you do the things you do.

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  2. nice one. so what should be asked?

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  3. Sounds like something for a depressed heart

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